No human is control of themselves, they are no more than puppets

To live is to Die:
Even though this is the name of a metallica song, this is something that i realised. Obviousely as we are living we aren't dead, but every organism is doomed to die someday, one way to lookat this situation is to think we are dying towards a death.
I believe that living is suffering, many things in life blinds from this, such as love, happiness. But once they been thought, they are totally shit, love will always fail, there is no such things as eternal love, the more the person is happy durring a relationship, the more she or he will suffer. Living involves suffering, the rich wealthy and optimistic people can't understand this, it doesnt matter as they will die like every one else.

Pain:
Pain is divided into types, emotional and physical. You have the pain you feel when you brake a bone, when broken glass hits you or inertal pains, such as stomach aches, these are the physical pains.
The emotional pains are such pains as when a loved one has died, or the feel of failure and any sadness.
I believe that both of these pains can be "controlled", yet this control can be easely lost. For instance some people can resist their physical pain by twisting either mind or emotions, i find that when emotionally distressed pain becomes nothing but an information, yet if emotionallly distress this ability can become almost addictive and uncontrolloable, the sight of blood and the sharp feeling of blades becomes somewhat enjoyable.